first love of my life
yeshiva hyung
stockton, ca
It all started out during my junior year in high school. i had many crushes on guys but there was only one person who i liked for such a long time. I was afraid of telling that person that i like him, but then one day my sister said that she was talking to him. She knew that i liked him, and i still was. she told me that they've been chatting for awhile and that he has asked her out. i told my sister that i cannot say no to them if they wanted to wanted to be together. from that day on, i was really sad, but then i got on myspace, i started to add alot of guys. i didnt know how i was feeling, maybe sad. then one day this guy approved me, i didnt know him, he didnt know me. he was from the same city i was from, he attended the high school i know. we started talking as friends. i didnt really think that our conversation mattered. he talked and talked for awhile then we met one day in person. my feelings for him was just friend. but then one day i started to have feelings for him, because it seemed like he understood me and all. so i decided to one day tell him that i liked him. i was scared too. he replied back and said that he liked me too. i never expected that he'd feel the same way. so that day on, we knew that we liked one another. he said he was afraid to ask me to be his girlfriend because he never had a lover b4. just like me as well. never had one too. and then one day he actually asked me to be his gf. i said yes, plus i've never said yes to guys who asked me out. he was the first one ever. at that time i knew he was my first one. sometimes love just come so unexpectedly. and now we're still together, it seemed like we've been together for a very long time tho. everyone who knows us thinks that we've been together for a very long time, but at those times, we were just friends. ^_^ ill love will remain.
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